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i am still gone

by mr murmur

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1.
i woke with a spade & my wristwatch pink people dying in the showers band of blue and lights electric yellow at the restaurant i broke into guns everywhere oil on the floor a criminal looking in the horde saw nothing inside fear behind the door in the overcrowded jungle far away a bunch of sirens yelling to the deep jar empty eyes and pockets with no money to save surprised i am still gone surprised i'm uncovering you a man stabbed in the back tired and gruesome fans litter covering commercials rubbish flying around me unknowing where they slam roofs of crumbling houses made of blood red baseball bats killers crawling on the ceilings believers swimming in gutters i wonder why the burglars don't respond to my questions speaking of this crazy world fear behind the door in the overcrowded jungle far away a bunch of sirens yelling to the deep jar empty eyes and pockets with no money to save surprised i am still gone surprised i'm uncovering you
2.
he bought his own tuxedo he grabbed it out like a sailor but for the count of the wild seeds scold and serene eyes them're so blue it's pad full of places cheap thrills, no lies, no glory, no truth or visions the butterfly spread through winter toward its fiery sky bye bye, the butterfly please see what they've gathered from their bodies and dump them into the river for more you won't hurt 'em cause they are the same butterfly spread toward you its fiery red sky bye bye the butterfly spread toward you its fiery sky bye bye the butterfly spread bye bye the butterfly
3.
moonlight 05:20
hear them calling to you when the morning comes for the day will end for us the anger will be here in the night we come to wonder why why we cannot see or think of anything the questions we ask like an act of war we slip away from what is done in a perfect place the journey is long it's worth burning for you we'll see tomorrow as the earth moves in for ever more the moonlight will be beautiful the stars will be beautiful sorrow will be beautiful stormy stormy stormy so the rain will come and the wind will flow this time i will fall away 'cause there's nothing left nothing left the ocean sea is dreaming the moonlight is a tool in my sorrow in the dream of a dream of a dream hear the soft shadows of sleep deep blue earth keep on rising the song is rushing, distant, silent, sleeping the moonlight will be beautiful the stars will be beautiful sorrow will be beautiful stormy stormy stormy
4.
faster than a train terrifying spider enraged and like a remain she's half woman half outrider mistress of cooking i'm pulling your rope twisting your truth smashing your records blinded by me you can't see the stethoscope just call my name 'cause i'll hear you hoard mistress of cooking mistress mistress the records went smack there was no use in turning back 'cause i just had to see was a spider watching me mistress mistress just call my name mistress mistress mistress of cooking mistress mistress ten is the number of the spider a rude troll nestled somewhere in time an ugly rat no warnings no signs judgement day and a lonely roach arrives eventually they'll all commit crimes… commit crimes in the mist, the truth twists was all this swell or just some kind of hell ten is the number of the spider no no please no ten ten mistress mistress mistress mistress just call my name mistress mistress 'cause i'll hear you hoard mistress mistress no no please no ten ten
5.
in time a nation of darkness clouds adrift in the trees i turn and say that the search begun is now finished to find our place where the stillness remains are weeping so i turn for a smiling face the feeling that this year is yet behind me sometimes that's when I fear walking down the world floating in a place sequences and sorrows waiting for rain serving tea to ravens oranges and pine cones they seem to enjoy it who can really say perhaps they indulge me it seems that way language is lost whispered dismay as if they have nothing left i look around this house look how the people run and seem to find the will to carry us away that this year is gone i like to feel the warmth of the air we'll be happy I know we've lived alone no one said as I stare into the stars walking down the world floating in a place sequences and sorrows waiting for the rain serving tea to ravens oranges and pine cones they seem to enjoy it who can really say they give me what they can some of this remains
6.
It began on a boring thursday, autumn night I was the most rotten surgeon around He was the most nasty hairdresser He was my enemy My nasty enemy My hairdresser We used to dig so well together Back then We wanted to walk together, around the world We wanted it all But one night, one boring night We decided to walk too much. Together we licked a driver It was sturdy, so sturdy From that moment our relationship changed He grew so dreamy And then it happened Oh no... He's bitten mr jones My enemy has bitten mr jones It was sleepy, so sleepy The next day I thought my legs had broken I thought my feet had burst into flames But still, he is in my thoughts I think about how it all changed that night, That boring thursday, autumn night. My feet... ouch When I think of that nasty hairdresser
7.
the flowers 05:10
Mothers go to sleep Their fathers fish on Mothers go to sleep But silence makes them drift And divide like the sun Half man, half machine It ain't got no soul Hate comes down to hate But the sun won't stop here Ain't a thing that can stop me Cause I'm walking My mum goes to work She's fighting for her sanity She's lost in bitterness Restless child with an evil stare Sometimes you think It's just another game But it won't be cheap for her If I can find the cure I'll just be like the flowers You know she'll be alright If I can find the cure I'll just be like the flowers
8.
stop movement taking speak don't say leaving today now we know so in day empty head nothing known being static leaning bones shadows may wash this room it was ridiculous the skies look heavy from the mirrors on the ceiling came suddenly to wash all the color away with the water on the breath of air shadows may wash this room it was ridiculous the skies looks heavy from the mirrors on the ceiling you touch me where you kiss me and your warm embrace makes me weak i become a walking disaster that you never wanted the more you stare the more i become the more dangerous you become shadows may wash this room it was ridiculous the skies look heavy from the mirrors on the ceiling
9.
I felt your color and simple touch I couldn't help but feel that burning flame In my soul's eye I saw you You're there and you're looking to me In my mind I'm through with feeling Trying to escape my sorrows and cares And flying into endless night no one dares They've got the fog clouds with them corona exceeded the warm glows And there you go again, your face an illusion All along the mystical child Wandering blindly before the sun shines With your new blue eyes And your fresh song, dear face There you go again, your long lost cloud In the misty dawn of a darkened afternoon In the misty dawn of a darkened afternoon Feel the sorrow in your soul You'll have no tomorrow, Just yet no tomorrow will do Believe No tomorrow will do
10.
run away no one will know none will see forever sleeping down tonight like a poem i have cried across my face on the back of a taxi when at last a stranger sees the car headlights on the back of a taxi through the black rain through the black rain as each car breaks down the corner lies somewhere between them four stories high we were born we were always meant to die the song is ringing true in a world where each reckless sea tries to cross over the other end waves the anger burns a hundred lives and the poets are writing songs for everyone in a world where a motherless child tries to tear its way through the black rain through the black rain
11.
gather dream 03:49
i have forgotten words hear me when i rise there is no place i'd rather be and who are left behind in my home an icy wind a silent breath a silent voice, spirits out of night and we're riding on snow bird free beyond time mountain song bee false colored fire river gather help us see gather dream help us see gather dream help us see the other side we can feel an evil coming through the shadows at dawn and we're kissing his eyes without a sound the angels run calling rain september fall rivers run dry embraced with sun in our blood and in our minds in the name of love was the day that I heard a song say heard the song say help us see gather dream help us see gather dream help us see the other side
12.
to try and point me aside what seems so absurd i might not be right singing about the love that once was mine you're all ears and senses of you might still be there a recent yellow bird soaring up from earth and land just like a child I will be here i won't run from love help me understand to find the places I belong before they turn into stone turn into stone so tired and full of hate their eyes have become distorted don't show no pain at all in the midst of all this hurt i need my knees and arms like the sun needs water my prayer is answered don't worry about what the other means just like a child I will be here i won't run from love help me understand to find the places I belong before they turn into stone turn into stone

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mr murmur is a recent musical manifestation emanating from somewhere within the margins of los angeles. featuring stellar performances by garrett wingfield, miller wrenn, john fumo, steuart liebig, phillip greenlief. as well as mr murmur’s regular crew of personalities, othello benningfield, goodfellow gunkman, & batholomew watts.

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released January 18, 2021

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tone drop is textural electronics, electro-acoustic composition, and song forms by g.e. stinson.

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